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I tear my heart open..

2012-02-03T15:19:00.002+08:00

I sew myself shut..
My weakness is that I care too much.
And the scars remind us that the past is real..
I tear my heart open..
Just to feel..

Last night..

2012-01-29T16:56:00.001+08:00

I KO-ed. Woke up with no clue of what happened..

Thanks to the champagne.. i was fine after drinking it but the kick came in 15 mins later.

My very first memory loss experience. Hopefully it will be the first and the last.

Forever and always..

2012-01-25T14:45:00.000+08:00

This song always makes me wanna cry! Such a nice song yet it's so sad at the same time! :'(

2012-01-19T19:39:00.000+08:00

Hello everybody.

Just in case anybody forgot how I look like.. here's a photo.

Love this random shot I took during OQY's birthday at Dragonfly.

Anyway, I've decided to update this very inactive blog of mine.

But what the hell, I don't think anybody is interested about reading my mundane life. So updating regularly or not shouldn't affect anyone right?

Right.

Never really mention about the New Year.. all I can say it started shitty. Incidents happened and I was demoralized.

In fact, I was traumatized. I had NEVER screw up so bad.. and I can't seem to get over it. It really felt like the whole world was crashing down on me.

To make me feel worse, I wasn't reprimanded. Guess I'm blessed with great bosses.

But it still doesn't mean everything is fine to me.

Up till now, I'll still reflect on my mistakes and asked myself , "WHAT THE FUCK WERE YOU DOING AMANDA!!!"

And then all the "whats" and the"ifs" start appearing..

But despite everything, I've come to realized that you just have to be strong. I don't want to let the mistakes pull me down. Making mistakes is ok but not learning from your mistakes is wrong.

So yeah, I will pick myself up & just move on. No point crying over spilled milk right?

So much for a "NEW" year... alright, enough about the mistakes.

Despite the series of unfortunate events that has happened to me,

I'm still looking forward to CNY this year! Eating steamboat and goodies! And I just can't wait to wear my new heels and dresses!

Ok, maybe not exactly new heels cos I wore it once to shanghai dolly but whatever.

And this year, I decided to make my nails pretty!! So I made an appointment with dear Cindy and I'm so please with the results!

Due to the nature of my job, I'm not allowed to have 3D arts n loud colors.. So I opt for gold instead of red. I was quite bummed that I can't have any designs but Cindy did an in lay for me and I'm so glad such thing exist.

I'm actually quite noob in such stuff. I don't even know what's gel overlay and extensions until Cindy explained.

So here's a photo of my nails!

Do visit http://prettywith-cindy.blogspot.com/ !!

Alright, bf just managed to get the internet connection up and everything. Gotta rearrange everything!

Byebye!

Rant away.

2012-01-10T13:57:00.005+08:00

Every time I look into the mirror, I feel like I'm looking back at an old woman. My eyebags are like asdfghjkl. I looked like I don't have enough sleep. I wish I can sleep longer but my back and neck will end up aching like a bitch.

JUST.LIKE.A.OLD.WOMAN

And then out of no where, I got a wisdom tooth growing in. Maybe there's more but one side of my mouth hurts and sometimes it hurts like a bitch. It's affecting my intake of food but despite the discomfort, I still keep wanting to eat. And every time I chew, it hurts.. but FUCK U PAIN, nothing is gonna stop me from eating.

Speaking of food and eating.. I'm also having some food allergy. I get hives all over my body whenever I eat Bak kut teh or Kway chup. It's fucking sad for me cos these two are one of my favourite food. But now, I've to avoid them. After eating these for almost 20 years, god decides that I should not enjoy such food and BAM! Hives for you.

FUCK MY LIFE DEEP DEEP.

Just shut up already.

2011-10-18T22:39:00.003+08:00

It's been a while since I last updated my blog... and during this period of time, there's the release of iPhone 4S and iOS 5. And Steve Jobs passed away.

Read numerous of comments on my twitter feed and facebook newsfeed.

Ok, so iPhone 4S is a disappointment, iOS5 is just copying some Android OS etc.. Steve Jobs passed away, millions are sad and millions of kids in Africa died but nobody care etc etc.

THERE'S A FUCKING WHOLE LIST!

Everytime Apple has something new, there's bound to have a whole lot of complains/insults.

But I don't fucking care if you're an Android/Blackberry user and you hate iPhone because it's a product of a bitten Apple or whatsoever.

Fucking get a grip and stop whining.

Stop insulting the users of the products. Stop criticizing. There's a fucking reason why they're number 1 in the market. Everybody have their own opinions.. Fine, you hate iPhone.. then leave it as it is.. Why do you have to start insulting the users/buyers as well?

Here's one example I read on my twitter feed,

"If Apple invent a vacuum called iSuck, people will still buy it."

First of all, which idiot would give such a name for a product they wanna market out? And secondly, it's their bloody money and you've no bloody rights to determine where the money should be spend on.

I get it if you don't like that phone, but nobody is fucking pointing a knife at you and forcing you to purchase their products.

So shut the fuck up. Seriously.

And in my own opinion,

If there's no Steve Jobs/Apple as a competitor, your bloody Windows/Android will not improve so much. You will be stuck with some lousy software or a lousy phone.

And so what if the new features on a new iPhone is considered outdated because some other Android phones have it etc etc.. They still sold millions and billions.

So I will suggest you stop whining, suck your thumb and go troll elsewhere. Or better yet, invent a better phone.

沒那麼簡單

2011-10-09T14:30:00.000+08:00

相爱没有那么容易
每个人有他的脾气
过了爱作梦的年纪
轰轰烈烈不如平静
幸福没有那么容易
才会特别让人着迷
什么都不懂的年纪
曾经最掏心所以最开心曾经

A lil sneak peek.

2011-09-30T12:16:00.002+08:00

Me and Winnie

Bf and Winnie's mum , Angel.

She kept sticking her tongue out when Bf scratch her butt. Hahaha.

A little sneak peek.

Met up with Pearlyn & Yvonne @ Bugis last night to discuss about our upcoming online shop. Was at Pearlyn's cousin dance studio trying out some of the stocks.

Weets~

Photoshoot tomorrow, excited max.

Something I found in Facebook.

2011-09-22T22:44:00.000+08:00

An Obituary printed in the London Times:

Today we mourn the passing of a beloved old friend, Common Sense,
who has been with us for many years. No one knows for sure how old he
was, since his birth records were long ago lost in bureaucratic red
... tape. He will be remembered as having cultivated such valuable
lessons as:
- Knowing when to come in out of the rain;
- Why the early bird gets the worm;
- Life isn't always fair;
- and maybe it was my fault.

Common Sense lived by simple, sound financial policies (don't spend
more than you can earn) and reliable strategies (adults, not
children, are in charge).

His health began to deteriorate rapidly when well-intentioned but
overbearing regulations were set in place. Reports of a 6-year-old
boy charged with sexual harassment for kissing a classmate; teens
suspended from school for using mouthwash after lunch; and a teacher
fired for reprimanding an unruly student, only worsened his
condition.

Common Sense lost ground when parents attacked teachers for doing
the job that they themselves had failed to do in disciplining their
unruly children.

It declined even further when schools were required to get parental
consent to administer sun lotion or an aspirin to a student; but
could not inform parents when a student became pregnant and wanted to
have an abortion.

Common Sense lost the will to live as the churches became
businesses; and criminals received better treatment than their
victims.

Common Sense took a beating when you couldn't defend yourself from a
burglar in your own home and the burglar could sue you for assault.

Common Sense finally gave up the will to live, after a woman failed
to realize that a steaming cup of coffee was hot. She spilled a
little in her lap, and was promptly awarded a huge settlement.

Common Sense was preceded in death, by his parents, Truth and Trust,
by his wife, Discretion, by his daughter, Responsibility, and by his
son, Reason.

He is survived by his 4 stepbrothers;
I Know My Rights
I Want It Now
Someone Else Is To Blame
I'm A Victim

Not many attended his funeral because so few realized he was gone. If
you still remember him, pass this on. If not, join the majority and
do nothing.

RIP Common Sense.

Nostalgia

2011-09-14T14:38:00.002+08:00

Looking through photos in my computer. I miss going to school.

You know what..

2011-09-05T17:28:00.002+08:00

Life is freakin' unfair.

This is my favourite scene. It's damn cool when Caesar shouted NO right into Dodge's face. But how many animals can actually say NO to their human abusers?

Only Caesar and he's from a movie.

Our deepest fear..

2011-08-29T00:16:00.001+08:00

Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness, that most frightens us. Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you. We are all meant to shine as children do. It's not just in some of us; it is in everyone. And as we let our own lights shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others.

- From the Coach Carter movie.

Raindrops are like tears...

2011-08-27T19:12:00.002+08:00

It will always remind you that life isn't black and white. There is no right or wrong, everything you do has both a positive and negative effect on someone somewhere. Breakups; You hurt your partner. Falling in love; you give another person the ability to break you with only the sliver of hope that they will deny temptation. There is no evil; there is only those who care and those who have forgotten humanity.

No simplicity.

We live in a world of lost innocence and stolen safety.

It's been a while..

2011-08-26T00:53:00.011+08:00

Decided to upload all the photos that has been long overdue. Not really in sequence but whatever, I'm too lazy.

MBK - Hanxiang's advance 21st birthday

With him around, confirm is go Thai Disco. Opened 3 bottles that night.

His Swensen Ice Cream cake that Joan & Qian Yi bought.

The frozen ice cream cake.

Playing with dry ice.

Going all retarded. That's my bro of 17 years.

Me and Chelsia on her wedding night.

Boyfriend and I @ his sis's wedding.

With Wenhui & Xinyi on their last day at SCB.

Me and Nenek Lina.

Mr Pang Hao.

National day dinner with my colleagues @ Turf City.

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Zong Xian's birthday chalet

Last but not least, my very own birthday celebration @ Powerhouse.

Learnt my lesson on that day.. I'll never celebrate my birthday in clubs, pubs or any drinking place ever again.. cos you will most likely end up like this ..

Guess I don't have to go into detail about the hangover.

That's all. Good night.

Fuck this shit

2011-08-23T07:17:00.000+08:00

I figured I shouldn't let my blog rot for too long so I've decided to write a short post.

I don't know how many people actually know about the dolphin killings but I watched a video on YouTube on how Japanese kill the dolphins.

It's plain cruel. Felt like crying while I watch the video. Really made me wonder whatever happened to humanity.

How can people kill those innocent animals without thinking twice? Without any hesitation, without any feelings, they just stabbed those dolphins to death. Not even being bothered that they had turn that small part of the ocean into red.

How the fuck do those people sleep at night?!

Happy 3rd Anniversary

2011-07-07T23:27:00.003+08:00

To the best thing that ever happened in my life.

You know you are the best thing in my life and I couldn't ask for anything more. We've been through ups and downs throughout these few years and what matter the most is that we are still standing strong together.

Sometimes when things turn out wrong, most people will choose to give up but you never gave up on me. Even when I hit rock bottom and wanted to give up, you wouldn't let me. You will pull me through, comfort me when I started blaming myself for making mistakes that hurt you.

You're selfless when it comes to our relationship. Nobody made me feel so secured like you did.

I used to have trusting issues but with you, I've learnt to trust.

I always put up a strong front but with you around, I feel like a baby.

You'd stand up for me when anyone tries to bring me down. You'd protect me and support me. You are always there whenever I needed you.

You made me grown so much. You're the rock in my life.

And for all these, I can't thank you enough.. for stepping into my life when I least expected and turned my whole world into a better place.

No amount of words can describe my love for you. But all I know is,

You are everything to me.

With lots of love,

Amanda

You don't know how lovely you are..

2011-05-14T22:36:00.003+08:00

Yesterday, my boyfriend, despite the fact that he dislike lending anybody his game consoles, decided to lend my brother his PS3 console for the weekend.

Can feel he's a bit upset to part with his PS3 for a few days even though he hasn't touched it for months.

But thank you Deardear for doing it for me. <3

Feel bad that even though my boyfriend is jobless, he's still spending on me. He's even gonna pay for a Prada wallet for my 21st birthday. Bring me out to eat for the past few days etc.. I wished I had not overspent this month but I've no choice. It's my mom's birthday and I've bills to pay and the stupid doctor fees for the month.

I can't thank my boyfriend enough for doting on me and loving me.

And last but not least,

THANK YOU VERY MUCH WASP FOR STINGING ME.

A cream, antibiotic and anti histamine tablets cost me a whooping $42!!

And I got a "beautiful arm" now.

Not that swollen anymore but still, the redness won't go away.

Stay home Saturday

2011-04-30T18:47:00.002+08:00

Finished my work 1 hour later today due to the non-stop crowd and the whole load of transactions that WQ's customer wanna do. Madness.

But I rather be working right now cos I'm so freaking bored at home! I've watched TVD, GLEE and Nikita already. Now looking for movies to download in Funshion.

Maybe it wouldn't be so bad if my boyfriend is around but.. he's busy working. He's working EVERYDAY now. Dawn to dusk. One day he's gonna forget what day of the week it is.. So poor thing.

But I'm not gonna be like those girls, who complain that their boyfriends have no time to spend with them. Especially if it's about work. I rather have a hardworking, ambitious boyfriend than some good for nothing who has all the time in the world but can't afford his own meals..

Last time ppl always say love is everything, money is not important blah blah blah.. but one day, reality will hit you right smack in the face.

That's the reason why we are actually all slaves of "MONEY".

Ok, enough of blabbering. I'm going to take a nap while waiting for dinner and the movies to be downloaded.

Nearly die standing today.

2011-04-29T23:09:00.004+08:00

Today, the crowd is madness. People taking salary, people doing big withdrawal, people pay bills but no idea how much to pay, people want to get new cards, people did not receive their new cards. People want to open accounts but took the wrong queue number. Scanning not done, GL not posted. Worst of all, deposit slips are running out.

Oh god. So not looking forward to working tomorrow.

R E S P E C T

2011-04-27T09:36:00.007+08:00

I'm pretty sure everybody is raised to respect the elderly.

"Always respect the elders"

This sentence was so frequently used by our parents, grandparents & teachers. I used to follow it until one day when I was in secondary school, I had a huge fight with my grandfather because he was scolding my maid and was saying all the nasty stuff which made my maid came running to me, crying, the moment I opened the main door.

And it was only because my maid made a small mistake, she was called a slut, an idiot and whatever you can think of. My grandpa likes to use very nasty words.

So I argued with my grandpa and told him to stop being so nasty and to stop saying such insensitive things to a woman. But he started scolding me all the nasty things as well. I was always taught to stand up for myself, and I couldn't tolerate before I started shouting, screaming at him to shut the fuck up. And when he scolded me for being disrespectful for raising my voice at him, and I shouted "GIVE ME A REASON WHY SHOULD I RESPECT YOU AT THIS VERY MOMENT! "and he stopped scolding and I stomped off into the room.

That's when I realized that all elders DO NOT deserved respect all the time. You will gain respect if you deserve it.

At that point of time, would you still show any respect if the elder person can't show respect to others? Why should I respect someone who can't respects others? Why should I respect someone who can't set a proper example for the younger generation?

Would you still respect an old man if he was a rapist? Would you still respect an old woman even though she was a cheat? I don't think so.

And how many of you do notice that quite a handful of old people actually abused that teaching? They know most young people will be instilled by that teaching so they take this chance to maybe cut a queue? Do whatever they like, like spit in the bus, or litter? They expect people around to forgive them just because they are so much more senior. And most of us, just let them be.

That's when things worsen.

Like for example, the incident I had at the Woodlands MRT station near the top up machine.

An old Indian aunty cut my queue at the top up machine. If it was a young person, I would have just told her off and asked her to queue behind. But I decided to give way since she was an elder. I admit I was pissed that she didn't even bother to ask if I would mind to let her go first or even acknowledged that she CUT a queue.

All I can see was she behaves like she did nothing wrong.

I just let it slide, allow her to do whatever she want and while waiting behind her, I noticed she was pressing on the wrong options. And I was a bit irritated and impatient so I didn't think much and blurt out "Excuse me, what are you trying to do?" with the intention to help her select the correct option.

But she ignored me and I just kept quiet and wait. When she was finally done, she turned around and said I was rude and that she was only taking the card(when obviously she was at wrong screen when I asked) followed by I should show some respect to her and that I'm racist(srsly, wtf ok? I didn't even say anything). And she started using vulgarities.

Rude yes, I swear if I was in a better mood and I wasn't in a rush, I would have said "Can I help you?" but come on, who's being even more rude? And I thought elders like to say "Never use vulgarities in front of the kids". She kinda reminded me of my grandpa when she started making false accusation and hurling vulgarities. That's why I reacted in a such a bad way.

I argued and told her to stop using vulgarities at me. She said I'm racist and I wouldn't do this if it was a Chinese. Would she call me a racist if I was not a Chinese? Why must she think that we Chinese are racists? Who's the one being racist. You tell me. She totally flipped the switch in me and I told her to fuck off and let me use the machine.

That's when she couldn't tahan and hit me. The question is, are you allowed to hit a stranger.. even if he/she was rude and you're unhappy about it?

Can I go smack that person's head if I think what he said was rude?

Can I go and kick that aunty for cutting my queue because I think it was rude of her?

Of course her hits were not heavy but I do not tolerate anybody hitting me. Despite me warning her to stop, she still kept coming at me. I got fed up and pushed her slightly to stop her from hitting me anymore. And she just kept coming forward, attempting to kick me until I had to grab her wrist and shout at her to stop before giving her the hard push against the wall where she hit and fell.

People might think I'm a bully. Or I'm being disrespectful for pushing someone older than me by probably 20 years or so? But why should I show any respect for her? And there wasn't any intention to hurt her. I just want her to get away from me.

Anybody who knows me well enough knows how physical and violent I can get when I'm angry. I don't hold back my words and if I do start to get physical, I don't pull back my strength. But I can swear upon the life of my unborn child, I only use less than half of the strength I've got to push. I would have kicked her when she was lying on the ground. I could have continuing assaulting her.

But I didn't. I chose to walk away but she still keep coming after me until somebody has to come over. Someone even approached me and asked me to call the police cos he said he saw her hitting me first.

And when I turned around to look for her, she's gone. She ran off.

You want people to respect you? Then show me you deserve it.

Of course I won't go around being disrespectful like pointing middle fingers at elders or not give up my seats to them when they are on the bus/train. But don't expect me to not argue or say something when they did something wrong.

And nobody is born racist. There's always a reason why they became one. This bad incident won't make me a racist tho, I still love all my lovely Indian, Malay friends.

It was just my unlucky day.

Club July

2011-04-22T19:18:00.001+08:00

Where's your eyes, Baby?

2011-04-13T22:25:00.002+08:00

Today is my off day and I woke up super early. Probably because boyfriend woke me up while he was preparing to go off for work.

Still ask me what color tie should he wear...

Anyway, I tried to go back to sleeping but couldn't..

My dear baby knows Bf is not around so he jumped up the bed and happily roll around. Lick his paws, lick here, lick there.

Then I realized that we've been too busy with work to realize that he's getting super messy!

WHERE'S YOUR EYES, BABY?!!

But he's still super duper adorable to me..

Even though at times he pee & shit all over the living room.

And just to let you know.. NEVER USE DOVE SHAMPOO.

LIKE NEVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I've never suffered from oily scalp or whatsoever.. until my Loreal Shampoo went out and I started using the Dove Shampoo. It was a total nightmare.

The 2nd day I used it, my hair starts to weigh down.. and then the top of my hair seems to be oily... I thought it was because I didn't wash my hair properly so I continued using it for the next few days.. and it still remains the same. My hair look oily & dirty even after I just finish showering.. even if I blow dry or let it dry naturally.

Yes. IT WAS THIS BAD...

I told BF about it and he was like " Use finish then change shampoo la.. if not wasted ". I was like, " WHAT?!!!" No way I'm going to put up with such bad hair. So I decided to go to the nearby salon, get my hair wash.. and bought Loreal shampoo and now my hair is back to normal.

I'm pretty sure many hairdressers sure will say don't use Dove or Pantene. Just listen to them..

Cut my fringe anyway. Look like some little girl!!!

THIRTY THREE

2011-04-06T23:51:00.004+08:00

Happy 33rd Month in advance !!!

Today,

I received my SCB uniform.. and it was the big boss who bring it all the way to the branch. My colleagues were so excited abt the new uniform and they were like "Hand carried by big boss himself leh.. "

Right now, I feel so rude for not thanking him.. but I was too busy. And the new uniform look damn professional. Thank goodness I decided to wait for the new uniform :)

I also received a call from Singtel that they will be delivering my iPhones to my workplace tomorrow. Which means me and bf will be getting our new toys tomorrow. EXCITED MAX!

Time to shop for phone covers again.. and goodbye to laggy iPhone 3G!

Bf also bought the reflective visor for my motor helmet. Yay~ now I'll look like GOGO POWER RANGER!!!

ROFL.

Ok, that's all.

Good night.

XOXO,

Amanda

Maybe

2011-03-30T00:54:00.003+08:00

Here I am, lying in this dark room.. Hiding under my blanket. I don't know how to describe how I'm feeling right now.

Maybe I just feel neglected.

Maybe because I have been left at home alone for the past few days. Even after work, I always come home to nobody. Maybe the only one that is looking forward to me reaching home will be Baby. Cos I'm pretty sure my boyfriend don't give a damn.

All he goes on about is his goddamn fucking motorbike, money money and more money.

Tell me that he is only left with XX days to enjoy before starting his new job that might required him to work 7 days a week. Usually if im in that situation, i will spend time with my boyfriend. Unfortunately for me, he won't do the same.

So this time round, I'm not going to give a hoot whether he will be happy or unhappy with whatever I do. It's time for me to be a bit more selfish. Why keep caring about what others might think.

Maybe one day I will just leave everything behind.
Maybe one day he will decide to come and read this post..
Maybe by then everything will be too late.

Maybe I'm over reacting but I'm just fucking tired of bottling everything inside. No matter how 'man' I am, I'm still a girl with feelings. I may be keeping quiet but that doesn't mean I'm alright with it.

Fuck it and good night.

Oh, it's been a while since I post such angry thoughts.

But to hell with it.

Hello SuperFour, Hello Nightmare.

2011-03-27T01:47:00.003+08:00

I don't know if I should feel happy or not. My boyfriend just got his SuperFour motorbike which he has been dying to get since I don't know when. But his reason was because he's gonna be running all around Singapore for his new job and driving the car around will be too costly. Car park fees, ERP, fuel etc etc etc. Die also cannot take public transport.. blah blah blah.

And the saddening thing is... I'm still so afraid of sitting bike!!! I used to be "fearless". I don't care if the bike goes at 140km/h on expressway.. I can still take out my mobile phone and sms while the bike is going at that speed until I had my first ever motorbike accident a few years back. Nothing serious, just ended up kissing the road.. got a few battle scars. But I don't know what happened to me after that incident. I just totally got freaked out.

I can't help imagining accidents whenever I'm on the bike. Like when there's a corner ahead and I would be like, "OMG OMG OMG!!! What if the bike skid? What if the cars couldn't stop in time.." and then I would close my eyes damn tight and try not to move too much.

To think that the days of sitting on motorbike were long gone. Now they are back to haunt me.

A shooting star.

2011-03-18T00:28:00.004+08:00

Call me a mountain tortoise or whatsoever. Today is the first time I ever witness a shooting star!!

My first thought was,

"Is that a plane on fire?!"

I honestly thought I'll never get to see a shooting star in my whole life. And when I realized what it was, all I can say it's amazing. I don't know how to express it but it just flew across the sky and before I can even put my hands together and make a wish, it's out of sight.

You know in movies or cartoons when they see a shooting star, they will close their eyes, put their hands together and then make a wish?

I DON'T EVEN WANNA CLOSE MY EYES.

That's how amazed I was. Maybe if I'm downstairs and in the middle of the field, I can witness it a bit longer.

Ok, enough about the shooting star.

DO YOU KNOW THAT...

Japan's earthquake impact was so great that it accelerated the Earth's rotation speed thus shortening the length of the day by 1.8 microseconds?!

My colleague, Claudia told me about it and I just went to google about it. Some people complained that 24 hours a day is not enough.

Now it's even worse.

Read it here.

Right now, I'm feeling so fucking shagged. It's like I've been physically and mentally fucked. I'm so tired that I don't even feel like going to bed. This explains why I'm blogging.

I'm a 21 years old girl living with a 22 years old child. I hope his parents won't go overseas anymore and leave us alone in Singapore. The housework is exhausting and he is not being a least bit helpful. Oh well, at least he throw his dirty laundry somewhere where it can be seen.

Oh well, let him enjoy himself.. he will know what I meant by tired when he starts working at Citibank.

Ok. Ranted enough. My tummy seems to be on war with whatever food I ate just now.

Good bye.

We're slaves of money.

2011-03-15T22:18:00.003+08:00

I wish I can go back to being a student. The only thing I need to worry about is my results and I'll have the time to play. But playing, hanging out with friends require money. So you will wanna work instead of studying.

It's funny how contradicting I am. When I'm still a student, I wanna earn money so I can go out more often with my friends etc. Then when I finally graduated (I looked forward to in the past) , get a stable job .. I wanna go back to being a student. Even with the fix amount of money coming in every month, I don't really have the time to meet my friends.

I guess I can't have the best of both worlds.

BUT...

I definitely won't be a useless bum who only know how to play n spend more than he/she earns.

HAHA!

SO LANLAN SUCK THUMB! I don't have a choice.

I just got hit by the flu bug..

2011-02-18T20:56:00.001+08:00

Again.

FML.

I hate falling sick..

2011-02-10T13:43:00.002+08:00

The night before, was one of the worst sick days I've ever experienced in my entire life. Even fainting in the bus doesn't seem so bad compared to how I felt yesterday and the night before. I can't even sleep well cos I kept waking up every 15 mins. I even woke up crying because I was in pain.

According to boyfriend, I also kept groaning in pain throughout the night.

Today is my last day of MC. I went to the doctor myself yesterday morning.. and I swear I walked like some old grandma who might break her backbone or something if she walks too fast.

I took a good 15 mins to slowly make my way to the clinic when the usual time will take between 5 - 10mins.

And I don't know is it me or the air con but it's way beyond cold in the waiting area. I was practically trembling all the way while waiting for the doc to diagnose those "fake" patients. I hate it when you're really sick yet you've to wait for students/army boys who don't look sick but just wanna get an MC to skip class or duty.

Come to think of it, I looked the sickliest there. Pale, cracked lips and I was trembling & coughing throughout the wait. And what were the rest of the patients doing? Staring at me like I'm some kind of freak. Maybe they realized I've purple toe nails and hot pink finger nails.

But while waiting, I swear I wanna break down and cry. My eyes will get watery and I tried very hard to hold back the tears. I just cannot tolerate the suffering. I'm so so so afraid of suffering. I'm practically a crybaby when I'm a sick girl.

When it was finally my turn, the doctor took my temperature and my fever was at 38.4 degrees. I was so afraid of fainting when I'm on the way home. I tried to speed up. The moment I reached home, I rushed back into my room and collapse on the bed. And Fila and Baby barking like nobody business makes my head hurt even more. I waited for a while more before I get up and prepared my lunch.

Oh yes. I forgot to mention that I've to buy back lunch.. and also to pay the internet bill at AXS machine so it won't get cut off. Come to think of it, I'm pretty amazed I managed to run all the errands with my current state.

I'm ranting so much because whenever I'm sick, I used to have my maid around to take care of me. She will bring me water to drink, feed me food and apply cold towel on my forehead for me. And this time round, I had to do so many things myself.

This made me realized that I shouldn't depend on someone too much and it made me miss my maid so much. :(

Now, I will take good care of my body. I DON'T WANNA FALL SICK...

Happy Chinese New Year

2011-02-08T21:21:00.002+08:00

First of all,

I wish everybody a Happy Chinese New Year! I know it's kinda over and everyone has to go back to work. But nevertheless, I still wish everyone a good year ahead.

I know I've been neglecting this blog.. for like months? All I know is time seems to fly when you're working. Weeks just keep going by and the next thing you know, months has passed by.

There's a handful of events for the past few months and more to come. Like my dearest Sharva's 21st birthday party, Vanessa's 21st birthday party and Junlin's wedding dinner etc. So it's gonna be a busy busy weekends for the next 3 weeks.

AND.... of all times,

I've to fall sick. Like now. At this very moment. I guess I can't escape the CNY sick bug. I can feel a fever coming up. I feel super cold. I feel like my throat is burning.

I feel like shit.

So take care everybody. Drink lots of water.

Now, I'mma popped some pills and then get some rest. I hope I can recover over the night. Tomorrow will be the day I'm gonna start counter! AND I'VE BEEN LOOKING FORWARD TO IT SINCE DECEMBER.

So please go away, sick bug. Don't come back again too.

Pretty please with cherry on top.

With love,

Waiting for the end..

2010-12-20T22:56:00.006+08:00

It's reaching the end of 2010! The beginning of a new year is just around the corner...

I'm sorry for the long long hiatus. I have been really busy for these few weeks. Working, attending course etc. In case you are wondering what I'm working as.. I'm working as Customer Assistant at Standard Chartered Bank AKA Bank Teller. It's my first permanent full time job and I'm loving it.

My colleagues are really really nice. Feel so blessed to be in Woodlands branch :)

Anyway, boyfriend's brother just held his wedding dinner 2 days ago at Carlton Hotel. Congratulations! I helped out at the reception and I was shivering throughout the whole event. It's freakin' cold. Hang out with the brothers and sisters and they were a bunch of funny people. Went to catch Tron Legacy on the next day and we kept eating and eating.

Will upload all the photos once I get them from boyfriend's sister-in-law.

Really have no idea what to blogged about... so here are some photos taken last Saturday at Powerhouse as well.

About to drink my waterfall treat from Ah Long.

Flaming Lambo treat from Ben.

(Look at the people at the background... LOL)

It was my first time at a club without boyfriend around. He had to go for his brother's bachelor night and they came over afterwards and I went to Boiler Room with them while the rest all went back home.

Ok, this is practically whatever I can recall.

Looking forward to the Christmas Eve party @ work! :)

Happy Birthday Jasmine!

And a Merry Christmas to everybody!

Some overdue photos

2010-11-18T09:54:00.002+08:00

Jiaxiang gave the whole group of us a personalized lighter cos we always steal each other lighters. Lol.

Went to Pinnacle@Duxton.. Went to bf's bro place first before going up to the sky roof.

Fila sleeping position.

I suspect that he thinks he's a small dog. I read somewhere that dogs can't differentiate size.. but I'm not saying it's true.

But here's what makes me think that Fila thinks he's a small dog.

He like squeezing into small places. Whenever he sees Baby sitting on my lap, he will come over and sit on my lap too! Most of the time ended up with me screaming in pain. He likes playing with small dogs.

Haha. Cute right?

Ok, that's all.

Good day ahead.

Amanda

Taiwan Trip

2010-11-16T14:17:00.007+08:00

Finally, decided to upload SOME of the photos taken in Taiwan.

Can you believe that cup I'm holding is their SMALL cup?!

The hotel we're staying in.

Taken in some toilet at a theater.

Sunglasses bought from Wu Fen Pu.

SUPPER!

Their instant noodles damn nice! Got meat inside...

Rainy days.

MEE SUA! Damn nice also.

Taken at Taipei 101.

Taken somewhere..

Flower exhibition.

Xi Men Ding

Shilin Food Market

Look at my face when my mum wanna take photo of us infront of a restaurant.

Paiseh.

Last day! At the MRT station.

Just Tonight

2010-11-02T16:52:00.001+08:00

But here I am and I can’t seem to see straight

But I’m too numb to feel right now

And here I am watching the clock that’s ticking away my time

I’m too numb to feel right now

Happy Halloween!

2010-10-31T15:49:00.002+08:00

Went to Illuzion last night with lots of people. Enjoy looking at other people's costumes. Damn cool. Maybe next Halloween, I will try dressing up too. Haha!

Hello there.

2010-10-28T14:59:00.003+08:00

My baby boy with the outfit I bought for him from Taiwan.

I'm finally back from Taiwan. I wouldn't say it's a fun trip because the weather is pretty bad and I didn't prepare any clothes for the cold weather. I didn't expect temperature to decrease so fast. Sunny on the first day and then cold and rainy the next few days.

Plus all the arguments I had with my mum and my lil sister. We are 3 females who can not get along very well. Cos my mum is a stubborn person, my lil sis has an attitude problem and I've a very bad temper. Quite a combination of the females in my family. So throughout the trip, it's either me arguing with my mum or my sister arguing with my mum and worst, all of us arguing with one another.

We argued about getting to places, what to eat etc but not when we are shopping. So I guess shopping make all of us happy. Maybe not my mum cos she's paying for everything.

This pretty much sums up the whole trip.

Will post up the photos when my lil sis send me the photos.

Good bye Haze.

2010-10-22T12:38:00.002+08:00

I don't know if it's the haze or it's going to rain. Confused much. Makes me just wanna stay at home and nua. Guess I'll be having instant noodles for lunch.

I'll be heading over to Taipei tomorrow morning. (I CAN FINALLY GET FRESH AIR INSTEAD OF BREATHING IN THE HAZE) The last time I took a plane was more than a decade ago. And I have not taken budget airlines before. I'm worrying about getting pins and needles cos I can't sit the same position for too long or my legs will get numb.

For your info, I hate the pins and needles feeling A LOT. Especially when somebody purposely touch my legs when I tell them I've pins and needles. And there are occasions where I tried to walk with a numb leg only to realized my slipper was left behind w/o me knowing it dropped.. Embarrassing much.

Anyway, I hope I can enjoy myself when I'm there instead of worrying about my 2nd interview at CIMB Bank which Rendy would arrange the day after I landed in Singapore. I also had to miss an interview with HSBC b'cos of this trip. Hopefully, there's still vacancies left for me to interview for..

Ok, time to make a cup of Marmite to drink.

XOXO,

Amanda

The Child's Eye

2010-10-16T17:04:00.004+08:00

Went to watch The Child's Eye with Sarah, Herman & his wife, Zong Xian, Ole, Bing Han, Boon Keat and my boyfriend at Bugis.

THE MOVIE IS LAME ...

I was expecting it to be scary but it's not. I guess it can't be scary with Rainie's face in it.I will give it 2 out of 5 stars. I think Jiaxiang rated it 3.5 because Rainie is the lead actress.. misleading most of us to think it was really scary. -_-''

If you don't mind spending $10, then go and watch it and complain in facebook, twitter or your blog later.

My first job interview

2010-10-14T12:40:00.003+08:00

Had my first ever job interview at Orchard. I was kinda prepared but it was so damn unfortunate to suddenly have a sore throat in the midst of the interview. I think that is the result of eating too many Eclipse mints in 5 mins. FML.

I have learnt my lesson.

The company said they will get back to me in 1 - 2 days time. *cross fingers*

Meanwhile, do check out the Granado Espada/IAH games nuffnang ad! :)

With many love,

Amanda

Getting shit done

2010-10-12T09:14:00.002+08:00

First of all, I've enrolled for my driving license!!!!!!!!!!

Can't believe it took me more than 2 friggin' years to bring my ass down to BBDC to enrol. LOL. Excited to get started but my BTT is in December. Fucking long wait.. all because I'm a private student. -.-''

Secondly, the trip to Taipei is confirmed! 23rd - 27th Oct.

I won't be seeing bf for like 5 days and I think that the 5 days will be the longest time we're separated. :(

Lastly, I need to get a full time job soon.

Sick of staying at home and doing nothing. And also because I need money for 1239283982 reasons.

Joan's Birthday @ PH

2010-10-10T15:49:00.003+08:00

More photos on facebook :)

Wake me up when September ends

2010-10-04T15:38:00.003+08:00

Here comes the rain again

falling from the stars

drenched in my pain again

becoming who we are

as my memory rests

but never forget what I lost

wake me up when September ends.

Sorry Baby.

2010-10-02T21:57:00.004+08:00

I know we said things , did things that we didn't mean

And we fall back into the same patterns, same routine.

But your temper's just as bad as mine is. You're the same as me.

But when it comes to love, you're just as blinded.

Maybe our relationship isn't as crazy as it seems.

Maybe that's what happens when a tornado meets a volcano

All I know is I love you too much to walk away.

Good bye NP. Hello there, Diploma.

2010-10-01T07:50:00.002+08:00

The title is self explanatory.

I don't know why I woke up at 7am.. I don't know why I decided to use my phone to log on to facebook... and then I decided to go NPAL to check my results. I nearly scream when I saw this sentence

" Passed and completed the diploma course "

I'm so happy that I couldn't go back to sleep. I feel so happy that I think I deserved to get myself mcdonald's breakfast for graduating but then my stomach suddenly start hurting. So dropped the idea.

*grins*

TGIF, TGIG (Thank God I Graduate), Happy Children Day!

How to get Adobe Photoshop CS5 for free

2010-09-29T18:05:00.004+08:00

Last week, I was searching high and low on the internet on how to get Adobe Photoshop CS5. Most of the pages I've found explained how to patch the hosts file using a program but when you want to download that Patcher thingy, they ended up linking you to some advertisement link or required you to fill up survey forms.

Irritating!!!

I asked around and a friend told me to download from Torrent. I don't know how to download stuff from Torrent.

If you do know how, you can try http://www.isohunt.com

Anyway, Jason, a friend of mine, download it and burnt it into a disc for me. He gave me a full file including the CS5 program with the crack file but somehow, I can't seem to install it from there. So I had to download the original file from Adobe , here.

I realized all I need to do to get it cracked is to follow simple instructions on how to edit the hosts file!

Step 1 : Download Adobe Photoshop CS5 Extended

Step 2 : Install it as trial

Step 3 : Close it after installing. *Important*

Step 4 : Go to C:// -> Windows -> System32 -> drivers -> etc . Right click on the hosts file and select properties. Make sure the Read-only option is unchecked.

Step 4 : Run Notepad as administrator

Step 5 : From Notepad, open the hosts file.

C:// -> Windows -> System32 -> drivers -> etc

Make sure to change the option at the bottom from Text Document *txt to All Files so you can view all the files in that folder.

Step 6 : Paste 127.0.0.1 activate.adobe.com at the bottom of the chunk of words you see when you open the hosts file.

Step 7 : Change the save type of file to All files and then click Hosts. They should prompt you about existing file and replacing it. Click Ok/Yes.

** You shouldn't have any problem saving/replacing the file if you Run Notepad as Administrator.

Step 8 : Open Adobe Photoshop CS5 , type in any serial no. and taaadah! CRACKED!

You can download the crack file with serial numbers from here,

http://www.mediafire.com/?ulggap4h51otcmx

Brown Eyes

2010-09-29T17:54:00.002+08:00

Have been wearing brown contacts for the past few days. Think it goes well with my hair and my brown slippers. Haha.

Removal of 15 minutes grace period

2010-09-28T11:26:00.001+08:00

Dear Students,

On 4 Aug 2010, we announced the removal of the 15-minute grace period for lessons when the new semester commences on 25 Oct 2010.

Since then, we have received several suggestions from you on how to smoothen the change. We thank all those who have given us your feedback and ideas.

Having considered all the suggestions, we have decided to make the following adjustments:
a) The implementation date will be shifted by three weeks from 25 Oct 2010 to 15 Nov 2010. This will enable you to make the necessary adjustments to your daily routines in order to arrive on time for lessons.

b) We will end all lessons 15 minutes ahead of schedule, instead of 10 minutes. This will give you more time to move on to your next scheduled lesson.

We would also like to clarify that we will take into account valid reasons for being late. If you are late for class with a valid reason, you should hand in a note to your lecturer after the lesson to explain the reason for lateness. This will be considered when we review your attendance records.

Your lecturers will make use of the first three weeks of the new semester to explain the implementation details and clarify any doubts that you may have.

With everyone's effort and cooperation, we can start lessons on time and end them 15 minutes ahead of schedule for the benefit of all. We look forward to working with you to make punctuality a way of life.

Madness. Pray hard I won't fail any of the modules so I don't have to put up with this kind of shit in NP.

Woodlands Waterfront

2010-09-27T22:03:00.004+08:00

Finally a night program that doesn't involve drinking. It's my first time there and that place is quite a nice place to relax. Even had a playground that looks much more fun than West Coast Park. Went there with boyfriend, Alvin, Sarah, Boon Kiat, Herman, Lin Ping and Ole.

Was sitting at one side with Alvin chatting, gossiping about somebody and then suddenly Ole's rod fall. Most of them were not there cos they went to the toilet. Left Herman, his wife, Alvin and me.

I was mad excited and ran over while Herman was reeling in the catch. Then he started saying it's fucking heavy and the fish kept struggling. Alvin went over to help the fight.

In the end, it's a catfish!

Herman said Ole's rod always catch catfish de.

Because it was struggling so much, it kept bleeding at the mouth.

Comparison to a 1.5 L bottle

Think it's pregnant as well.

Anyway, I think that night, we are the only group that manage to catch something. And practically everybody at the jetty swarm over. Some warn us about the catfish poisonous fins and some came to take photos.

Our intention was to just leave it there and wait for Ole to see it and then release it back. So while leaving it there, this group of pai kias came and crowd around it. A uncle said cut off the fins as if he is the one who caught it and I was like O.o and one of the pai kias tell the uncle that they can use the fin to pia zui (gangster fight??) .. I was trying to hold back but couldn't help it so I had to turn around and laugh.

Ole ended up giving the fish to a Malay family since they know how to cook it.

Had fun there!

*Credit to Sarah for the comparison photo.

XOXO,
Amanda

Guess who's back

2010-09-24T19:28:00.003+08:00

I've finally decided to shift back to blogger.

I spent almost the whole day on this. Most of the things are done.

Gotta bathe first and maybe update later.

XOXO,

Amanda

Stalemate

2010-09-16T13:08:00.000+08:00

Ever reach a point where you don't know what's your next step in life? It feels like your life has reach a standstill.

All I know is I wanna graduate from polytechnic, grab a diploma and find a job first. But I don't even know what kinda job I want. 24 hours a day but I've yet to decide what I really want.

I don't even know what I want, let alone anybody who will really understand me. Sometimes I feel that my boyfriend don't even know me well enough and I'm pretty sure I don't have any friends that understand me either. I can be ... so unpredictable.

So maybe it's true that the number 1 reason why I'm a Gemini is because nobody understands me. And maybe because I don't really bother telling anyone how I feel.

Think I should start getting things done by ... contacting MOE about printing a new O level certificate. Gotta spend $$ on a piece of certificate all because I was so lazy to go and collect my certificate 2/3 years ago when I retake my English paper.

Liese Bubble Hair Color, Platinum Beige

2010-09-13T17:44:00.000+08:00

Last Thursday, I was helping bf's mum to dye her hair... purpose was to cover her white hair. (She praised me for doing it so evenly. Hehehe.)

I was really sick of my black hair. It's black and it's boring and makes me look like a secondary school kid. My highlights weren't very obvious either. So I suddenly got the feel to dye my hair.

The feeling felt like when I was in secondary 2 when me, madeleine and yee kit dyed our hair despite the fact that we're still schooling. Haha.

I was thinking. If I were to use the normal dye, I need someone to help me so the color will be even. Too troublesome. So I decided to give Liese Bubble Hair Color a shot after asking around in Twitter.

Went down to Watsons to buy the Platinum Beige.

The results depending on the color of your hair before you dye.

The items provided in the box

Had to massage your hair until there's foam covering every part of your hair.

Wait 30 mins

Tadaaaah..

Ok, joking. This is my hair color before I dye.

After I dye.

Can you see any difference?

Maybe u can see the difference better with this photo ..

And also learnt a cute way of growing out my fringe.

Overall, I'm quite pleased with it. It's pretty even. I've a few strands that are brighter than the rest but it's because I've highlights.

A few friends said their hair became very dry and that the chemical smell lingers even after a few days. But my hair still feels the same way and the smell isn't as strong as other brands of dye. Smells pretty good after you apply the nourishment lotion that they have provided in the box.

But if you experience dryness, just apply conditioner and hair mask more often and it will probably go back to normal after a week.

That's all. Now, I'mma go watch my korean drama while waiting for bf to come home. Then continue our Bleach anime marathon.

Goodbye ♥

Eyelashes

2010-08-30T18:13:00.000+08:00

Had to go to CCK Lot 1 to meet a customer and at the same time, mail out stuff at the post office. After everything was done, I went into SASA.. and they are having a promotion.

So here's my damage.

Sasatinnie Show Time Eyelashes

1 box = 10 pairs @ $21.90

The promotion is, you get the 2nd box for $1 ! So total 20 pairs = $22.90

Thinking it was quite worth it, I bought it.

So here's the outcome

I kinda like it cos it's feels better than the other types of eyelashes I've got. It isn't very hard so it won't keep poking your eyes and I think it looks pretty natural.

That's all, something to share.

Baby

2010-08-30T11:30:00.000+08:00

He's a darling. Love him ♥

I'm not perfect but I keep trying

2010-08-27T19:30:00.000+08:00

One day, my lil sister, asked me

"Why your eyelashes so straight? It looks like a shelter"

Then I look at her eyelashes and they are curled. Natural curl. So I asked my mum why mine is so straight..

"Aiyah, don't say liao. Your grandma lah! Say cut your eyelashes and it will grow back longer and thicker. So she cut it when you were young lor."

My grandma cut my eyelashes when I was young, thinking it would grow back thicker and longer but it's just a bloody wives's tale cos now it grew back and it grew straight.

And my mum kept telling me my eyelashes used to curl up just like my lil sister..which makes me even sadder :(

When I tried to apply false eyelashes, it looks super fake cos my real eyelashes stick downwards. So I've to use this method by heating the eyelash curler so that my eyelash will curl and stays curled longer.

I also have this scar on my right eyelid.. which makes my double eyelid uneven .. thus, I sometimes have O.o eyes.

Sucks to have so many flaws but thank goodness there's make up..

Now I kinda uds why some girls won't leave their house without fake eyelashes..

I used to think natural is better, probably because I'm too lazy and I don't know how to apply make up. Thanks to Vanessa and Youtube videos, I'm a convert now.

Vampire Boyfriend

2010-08-26T20:06:00.000+08:00

I've watched Vampire Diaries and recently, just started watching True Blood.

I realized the vampire boyfriend of the lead actress, be it Elena from Vampire Diaries or Sookie Stackhouse from True blood, are.... not hot enough.

I know they're super protective, caring, loving or romantic whatever... but I just find them BORING.

Which vampire would you prefer?

The evil brother, Damon Salvatore or the kind brother, Stefan Salvatore?

AND ....

Which one would you let sink their fangs into you?

Eric Northman, the 1000 years old Viking with a wicked body or Bill Compton, the errr.. boring vampire?

Still think it's a pity that Bill was made a vampire at 3o years old. He will have that look forever. And I couldn't stop laughing about Jessica being a Vampire virgin cos her hymen will grow back. ROFL.

Ok, back to topic.

I will definitely choose Damon and Eric.

And what do they have in common? Their roles in the television shows. (They don't seem to be good, kind hearted vampires.. ) And that the lead actresses dislike them (But we do not know if the girls will eventually fall for them in the upcoming season).

Both also showed interest in the lead actresses.

They are both good looking men.

I'm like, " Damn! Why do the bad ones look so hot and the good ones look inferior when they are standing next to each other. "

It's like the directors are trying to prove the chinese saying, "男人不坏女人不爱" (Girls love bad boys) is true.

Can't believe I'm typing out this post.. but yeah, who would you choose?

Light it up like it's dynamite

2010-08-10T15:12:00.000+08:00

Over the weekends,

Friday : Powerhouse

Saturday : Gabriel & Ashley's ROM , Pinnacle@Duxton, Hanxiang's housewarming party

Sunday : Club4paws, Dinner at AMK hub, Boat Quay + Neverland

Monday : Slack at HX's place, bball

Powerhouse with the girls.

Had waterfall on that day after don't-know-how-many-months of not clubbing. Raah, nearly couldn't make it.

Me and my lil sissy.

Don't know what photoshop effect my sister put on this photo.

MY PANDA EYES....... *faints*

Hahaha! I'm finally fairer than my lil sissy.

My lil Baby boy after his swimming session and bath.

Didn't have a chance to bring Socks over there. Maybe in 2 to 3 weeks time.

Gonna be working at SAJC for bf's mum for this whole of August. Thinking of it makes me feel tired already. Can't wait for this Thursday tho, going to Malaysia with Mummy :)

Heartbroken?

2010-07-30T17:29:00.000+08:00

I realized I don't stay heartbroken for long. As a matter of fact, I can't even stay emo for a week. It's not that I've no feelings or whatsoever but I won't linger around to cause myself more misery.

旧的不去新的不来

New one won't come if the old isn't gone

If I find it hard to get over the person, I will block him online, facebook, any ways of communication. I'll delete his number, I'll change my number if I can. I'm never good in memorizing phone numbers anyway.

And I've also learnt, 好马不吃回头草. Never go back to your ex, especially if you got dumped more than once.

So I'm sorry to all those heartbroken friends out there, I can't really relate what you're going through. But time heals everything. This is the period where you grow stronger, where you will learn from your mistakes.

Friends will be there for you :) Stay strong!

How I jailbreak my iPhone 3G

2010-07-14T22:18:00.000+08:00

Click here for wordpress post.

That's me

2010-07-10T13:45:00.000+08:00

No matter how girly I look, I realized I'm still a tomboy at heart.

Rough, loud, vulgar.

That's what happened if you have power rangers and cars instead of barbie dolls when you're young and I enjoyed playing wrestling games and basketball with my brother.

And then decided to join the secondary school basketball team and participate in all sports events.

Gotta admit it, love the feeling when I beat a number of boys in my school with my 2.4km timing or when i'm the fastest in 2.4km in my basketball team or when I came in top 10 girls in Cross Country or winning sports day events and interclass sports competition. Ok, last one. The feeling of winning National Champions in basketball before I graduated.

Think because from young, my grandma always tell me about her school days. All the sports and competition she participated and won. She was one of the top athletes in her school, Cresent Girls. (Love the fact that my grandma is educated. Even more than my parents and some dropout kids now.)

She's fast and I can vouch for that cos she ran fucking fast to chase me with the cane or badminton racket when I angered her. Lol. But I wanna be like her, she's my role model. I knew I couldn't compete with her study results cos it's like all fucking As but then, sports.. that's a different story.

Then I entered a course that most girls wouldn't like to, Engineering. But heck, love the fact I learnt so much IT stuff from that course. Love doing hands on and the feeling of creating something from scratch with drawings to circuit boards to wiring to programming and that it actually works.. Fucking awesome feeling.

I'm writing this is because... my boyfriend and my friends, always complaining. Asking me to be more like a girl. To be gentle, to be softer, to be less vulgar less violent. But I can't lah.. tried. Magic word is tried.

Maybe .. I'm a living proof that girls do not just love pink color stuff.

And I love who I am and always will.

Enough said, gonna restart my Undertaker's career mode.

P.S - Bought Final Fantasy XIII yesterday! From Gamewerkz at Blk 442, Clementi Ave 3, #01-38. Lots of second hand games available there and... very good service! Thumbs up!

2nd Anniversary

2010-07-07T21:01:00.000+08:00

12 months back, I was still struggling with my Final Year Project.

Now, I'm weeks away till exams and then I'm gonna graduate from polytechnic. Yes, I'm going to fucking graduate from Ngee Ann Poly. Like finally!

Anyway, today marks the 2nd year me and boyfriend are together! ♥

I made all these at his place without him finding out. I know most girls would probably feel like throwing away their boyfriends's PS3, computer games away.

Smash them into pieces and then flush them down the toilet or something. I feel you girls but I still have to thank his computer games and PS3 for grabbing his attention while I'm busy making the board.. the card was super last min tho. Took me less than an hour today after school to finish it.

Haha.

Nothing special today even tho this week is E-learning week and I've no classes for tomorrow and Friday. But he still has work tomorrow which means cannot stay out late :(

Oh well, sad for him but long weekends for me! \m/

Germany VS Spain!

GO SPAIN! GO SPAIN!

Hello PS3 :)

2010-07-02T22:26:00.000+08:00

Spent $509 on a new baby. The PS3. Another additional entertainment. Wooooohooo!

$445 for a bundle, PS3 Slim 120gb with free HDMI cable and 1 Dualshock controller. Another $64 on an extra controller. Boyfriend wanted the white and he said I'm allow to bling my own controller. MUAHAHA. But I doubt I'll do that.

Anyway, we bought if from Funzsquare at Far East Plaza.

We did some research on GameAxis forum but ......... all the while, we were checking the wrong shop that they had recommended on the forum.

They recommended Funzcentre and we were looking at Funzsquare.

Why can't game shops have some originality and not share similiar names?

And apparently......

Funzsquare seems to have a few complains on the forum.

BUT.......

fortunately, we didn't get scammed or whatsoever. Everything is in good condition and the salesperson was uber nice.

And if you wondering what happened to the person from the previous post.

Boyfriend's classmate, commented on the status

"Insulting words of such can be classified as insulting the modesty of a woman.. Pls be caution of the comments posted by urself..."

(Guys should be more like him)

And that idiot replied,

"u nt happy to see dun see.. anything nt happy can just pm mi and find mi.. i talking cock to my friend is there any problem with u? u so KPO 4 fuk"

To be honest, I didn't treat him as a friend. He's just some pig dog friend of boyfriend and I never like the idea of boyfriend going out with him. Simply because he always bring lots of trouble.

In the end, that idiot left a comment asking boyfriend not to add him back and deleted boyfriend from facebook.

WTF?! Super childish. 22++ years old and still can do such things? Sorry, we need intellectual friends, not dumb ones.

Right now, watching boyfriend playing Devil May Cry 4. I wanna play the WWE now but I think I've to wait. Probably wait till tomorrow.

Gonna eat durians now and wait for him to bring me go Timah eat frog legs.

He said 1 year 1 time but today he gave in..

Shocked much?!

One good example of boys who don't respect girls

2010-06-30T17:37:00.000+08:00

See how a simple PS3 can be turned into such conversation?

Games can turn into playing your girlfriend and he just can't stop pulling me, as THE GIRLFRIEND into the picture.

See how he said he has no brains? ROFL.

I guess I should expect such things from someone who think through his butt.

I don't give a damn if he's a friend of my boyfriend.

Show some bloody respect to girls!

Conclusion? He's a fucktard who deserves such humiliation.

Overdue photos

2010-06-28T12:53:00.000+08:00

Long overdue photos.

Jia Xiang's Birthday

AES BBQ Gathering @ Coach Vincent's place.

V bought me a present for my birthday. Thanks girl :)

Eddie and I went for product training and boyfriend brought us to some place in Jurong East to eat Mutton Curry! BAGUS!

Father's Day - Went to boyfriend's uncle house.

Was in a room with all his cousins etc. Super hyper active kids I'm telling you.

Yong Da performing Power Ranger

His other cousin performing Transformer + Ip Man.

and the cute cute lil girl, Shevone.

"Baby, I had something to tell you... Er.. England lost."

"Nooooooooooo. EVEN WITH ROONEY AND LAMPARD?!"

" :( :( :( "

LOLOL. Nothing better to do.

Alright, I'm gonna cook something to eat first then go and clean up the super messy room of mine. Good bye!

I could really use a wish right now

2010-06-13T04:38:00.000+08:00

Decided to update my blog with photos taken on Jiaxiang's birthday celebration at Illuzion.

Shark Fin soup!

I always feel guilty for enjoying Shark Fin soup but damn, the soup is really good.

Me and Birthday boy!

Me and boyfriend!(L)

Ex-assumptionites!

Was kinda surprised to see Dennis Ang there! I kept forcing him to make monkey faces like how I used to when we were in secondary school.

More photos on my facebook. Still got quite a few not uploaded by the rest.

Right now, I'm praying mad hard that Rooney or Lampard or whoever in the England team can score another goal. Tried crossing fingers and I wanna substitute shooting stars with airplanes but no fucking planes in sight.

*few mins passed*

Draw. Goddamn it.

Moved!

2010-06-04T14:12:00.000+08:00

Ahhh.. I'm not moving my blog.. Don't worry.

Boyfriend and I've moved to the other bigger room :)

The reason why I didn't update was because we were kinda busy last week with all the moving and stuff.

Err.. photos of the .. not so neat room. Still got lots to clear.

My favourite spot.

Desktop and laptop side by side. And I love looking out of the window. Remind me of my own study table at home where I can look out of the window when I'm studying or using my laptop.

And I got a cupboard of my own. Hahahaha!

Tigger finally get to be on the bed !

Now that we've moved to the bigger room..

Friends can come up with their laptops to play games or to chill ! Lots of chairs and stools in the room now for them to sit ;D

Just finished my last paper today and I kinda screwed it up. Whatever I studied didn't come out, so ya.. just gotta wait for a retest.

That bloody paper aside and now, I'm welcoming the holidays with open arms! :)

My boyfriend

2010-05-30T22:27:00.000+08:00

Yesterday, head over to the bf's bro new apartment. They were helping out with the packing etc.

Big Panasonic Refrigerator?

NO! It's boyfriend lying inside. He claims that it's the only clean place he can find.

It kinda look like his "coffin" too. Haha. Look at that expression when I snap a photo of him.

Trying to cut off the "flip"

But his bro wanted the box for something else, so he's only left with

A small piece just nice for him to sit.

HAHAHA! MOST of the time, he would piss me off for being so .... argh, selfish? irritating? uncaring and what not but he's still funny.

My early birthday dinner treat

2010-05-27T11:37:00.000+08:00

I've been craving for frog legs since ... forever. Didn't really get to eat it so often cos' bf doesn't really like it. But on Monday, he said he will treat me eat dinner and I will get to choose what I want, so I chose Frog Legs! Yum!Yum!

We went to Bt Timah and boyfriend ordered a total of 7 frogs and a plate of Cereal Prawn.

The Cereal Prawn is really yummy too!

Both of us finished everything! Super super full and that makes me a happy happy girl as well.

Thank you Deardear! ♥♥♥

My birthday is reaching and I'm hitting the BIG 2! I feel so old.

Still don't know if I should celebrate or not. Don't have the feel. Maybe a small dinner with the girls. Drinking etc must consider since I'm still having lessons next week! :(

Oh well,

it's ... Thursday but it's also the end of the working days cos' tmr is public holiday! Another busy weekend ahead because bf's eldest bro is moving out to his new nest and we'll be shifting over to their room. Busy busy!

Happy weekends! :)

Short Getaway

2010-05-25T16:04:00.000+08:00

Had a short trip to JB yesterday with my mummy.

Main purpose was to order contact lens and damn it, it's so much cheaper compared to Singapore!

According to the rates yesterday $1 SGD = RM2.31

1 Box (3 pcs) - RM 100

Since both side has different degrees, I've to buy 2 boxes. So total will be RM200. Plus they will also give me a free pair. So total, I've 4 pairs of contact lens for $87 SGD.

I bought a pair in SG and it cost me $40. You will do the math.

After ordering the contact lens, we went to eat at a Kopitiam in City Square.

I ordered Ikan Asam Pedas. I love Asam and since my maid went back, I never really get to eat Asam fish! - RM 7.90

After eating, we went to buy movie tickets for Shrek Forever After before heading to a salon for haircut.

I went to this REDS salon and it has computer at every hairdressing table. Customers are allowed to surf while the hairdressers do their job. I didn't use it thou. I'm paranoid.

BUT I WAS SO PISSED!

I told the hairdresser to trim my hair to even length because I wanna grow my hair and it would be weird if the front is longer than the back. So he trimmed it and then I told him to cut my fringe shorter.

And he asked if I wanna cut bangs. I said NO but my mum said not bad what.. and he went ahead and cut bangs for me. I didn't want to cut bangs cos I know I'll look like a small kid. Now people will probably thought I'm 15 instead of 20.

Oh well, the damage is done and .. I just have to wait for it to grow.

THANK GOODNESS MY FRINGE GROW UBER FAST.

Anyway, went to catch the movie, Shrek Forever After. Cost us RM 22 for 2 tickets.

Super funny lah! My mummy was like " Oh my god, so funny " all the time in the cinema. And she can't stop laughing at Fat Puss. HAHA. Donkey is still my all time favourite character in Shrek!

After the movie, me and mummy went to the back alley to get mutton soup! I bought it for boyfriend but when I bring back home, he tells me he's damn full. He won't even take a sip but he can drink Ribena when he's full.

Since he didn't want, I drink it myself !

Such a big bowl and it only cost RM 5. Plus it's really good.

Alright, now I'll post photo of my new haircut.

ARGH~ I'm turning 20 this year and I look like a kid. And my boyfriend say I look like gong despite me telling him I'm not happy with it. Is it difficult to say some comforting words?

Sometimes, I really wonder why I've such a boyfriend. I really really wonder why..

XOXO,

Amanda

New TV/Monitor

2010-05-23T18:27:00.000+08:00

Mad sleepy right now! Slept at 5.30am this morning and I woke up at 1130am all thanks to Fila non-stop cries. He cried till I wake up and let him into the room. *faints*

Where got dog like that de?!

Anyway, last night, boyfriend, Eddie and I went to Mustafa Center to walk around. Main purpose was to look for a LCD TV to be used as a monitor.

Boyfriend decided to purchase the Samsung Series 3 22 inch LCD tv.

It's a Series 3 model , selling at $335. We ordered last night and went to collect it this afternoon. Apparently, it was sold out and stock just arrived this afternoon.

Boyfriend cannot tolerate the "dinosaur" monitor. I told him even my school lab is using LCD monitors. LOL.

Reached home and boyfriend damn excited to use it. Cleaned up the computer table and it's freakin' dirty lah! Can u imagine all the ashes and tobacco around? I didn't bother to take a photo of how dirty it is.

Watched the shows we downloaded on Funshion also so clear!

Maplestory!

But all these are gonna be moved into the room once his elder bro and sis-in-law move next week. I'm looking forward to clearing up my stuff and decorating the room :)

Alright, think I shall go take a nap. Super sleepy!

XOXO,

Amanda

So long and good night

2010-05-21T01:11:00.000+08:00

Realized I haven't been updating my blog with photos. So here are some overdue ones. I've been super lazy recently. Mainly because I'm busy with stuff like school, work, online business etc.

Took this photo with Quadcam, an iPhone app. Snapshots!!!!

Fail attempt at the last shot. Supposed to be 3 of us.Another failed attempt and we gave up. We look like retards in the canteen.

The day Belle came to school to meet us :)

Boyfriend said can't see Shar's eyes so took another photo.

Finally got the color contacts!

Geo Lens , I ordered Fresh Grey :)

The first step to having bigger eyes is color contact lens.

Can see the difference? Now, next few photos are.......... all my camwhoring pics with the contact lens on. Don't say I didn't give any warning.

And then, to show my hot pink fingernails ! (L)

Well, the color isn't exactly this color in real life. It's much more darker!

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Today, I skipped lecture AGAIN.

Went to NTUC to get them to sign and stamp my timesheet and then to Bangkit to collect my contact lens.

Surprisingly, this shop still have my records even though the last time I went there was like 11 years ago.

The contact lens I'm wearing now is ... Air Optix for Astigmatism. It's very comfortable. Wearing Biomedic or Air Optix makes Acuvue feel like sandpaper in my eyes.

Loving the clear view now. No more double vision! Oh well, it cost me $40 per pair. I feel like some carrot head.

Next week, I'm going to Malaysia with my mum to check my eyesight once again because I feel that my left eye isn't very clear compared to my right eye. Then I'll make a new spectacles too.

Lasik, will think about it in the future when I'm working and earning money. Don't want mummy to spend so much on something I couldn't take care of myself.

School tomorrow! OSN lab and then, I've to make my way down to International Plaza to submit my timesheet for the roadshow I've worked during the weekends for 3M.

Speaking about that job, I was a promoter for 3M scotch-brite at BPP NTUC. I realized there are so many different kind of sponges. Heavy duty, no scratch, clean rinse etc. I think if I'm a housewife, I'll have like 4 different sponges to use.

One thing I like about Scotch-brite is that they have designs for the sponges ! Pink , blue, polka dots etc. I don't mind spending more money on colorful sponges than facing the usual green and yellow one. So boring! House chores are boring enough, why make it worse right?

I was hoping more people have the same mindset like me or bimbos that will go " OMG!!!! PINK SPONGE! SO CUTE!! " and then buy like 10 packets but no, many still preferred the usual green and yellow one because it's cheaper.

I nearly forgot that NTUC is an aunty haven.

Ok, I think it's a really long post.

Good night.

XOXO,

Amanda

How did I get so blind?

2010-05-17T18:11:00.000+08:00

I realized that I haven't been taking good care of my eyes ever since I was a kid. The first time I had to wear spectacles was when I'm 9. Surprisingly, the reason why I have to wear a spec was because of reading and not because I sit right in front of the tv like many other kids.

I read a lot of books. And I like to lie down on my bed and read. That's when my eyesight started to deteriorate . I don't find proper lighted place to read a book. And I'm a lazy person, I like to lie down and do stuff. Once, I tried to eat a sandwich while lying down only to get a hell lots of scoldings from grandma because I nearly choked myself to death.

"Amanda, please stop lying down to read your book."

"Amanda, please turn on the light if you can't see clearly."

All those sentences fall onto deaf ears. I know it's too late to regret but I wished I had listened.

My grandma brought me to a spectacle shop and made me choose a fugly light pink plastic specs. I was positive that it turned me from being cute to nerdy. I stopped lying down to read until I stopped staying at my grandma house. The bad habit came back almost immediately.

When I'm at home, my parents don't really care what I'm doing. As long as I'm reading or studying, it's good enough for them. They don't bother whether I'm sitting or lying down. Only my grandpa will make noise but I didn't give a damn.

So my eyesight got worse and mummy brought me to make a new specs when I was 11 or 12. I chose a nicer spec this time and it has Winnie The Pooh. But still .. nerdy.

Then at 13, I made a frame-less spec that cost my mum $360. It didn't last a year because I was hit at the side of my face by a basketball. I didn't dare to break the news to my mum so I stopped wearing the specs at home and walk around, rather blindly.

When my mum asked why am I not wearing my spectacles, I told her I got to get used to being a blind bird cos I'm joining basketball and I don't wanna break my spectacles (which I already had) and she decides to get me a contact lens.

My first experience with contact lens was rather... unpleasant. My mum is a very impatient person and she doesn't put herself into other people shoes. She's wearing contact lens and when she sees a noob(which is me) trying to put on the contact lens, she will scold and scold, saying I'm stupid or whatsoever.

I think she whacked my hands a few times and I just ignored her.. I think she know she's embarrassing herself in front of the salesperson and then stop scolding. And I finally managed to get the lens in. I was totally amazed by how clear my vision was without my spectacles.

So, I started wearing contact lens when I'm 13. I think most of my friends know how lazy I am when it comes contact lens. If you don't, here's what I did.

I don't take out my contact lens when I sleep.

Yes. I don't and I don't know why I don't wake up to painful eyes or whatsoever. So I thought it was ok. I wash them only when I feel uncomfortable. I used monthly contact lenses and a pair can last me at least half a year, provided it doesn't drop out.

I've been doing that till now. And today, I woke up .. wanted to check emails and stuff only to realize I've difficulty reading the words clearly. I literally have to put my face close to the screen to read clearly. I thought my degree is getting higher and I need new contact lens.

I took out my contact lens and wear the cheap specs my mum made when I was 14. Err, yes, she found out about my broken frame-less spec.

Anyway, no matter specs or contact lens, I still can't see clearly and it's giving me a headache so I decided to go over to the spectacle shop that I went when I was 9.

Did an eye test and waaaaaaaaaah! My specs degree was 200+, contact lens 375 but my degree now has hit 400. But then..... the person told me that even if I get a NORMAL pair of contact lens, I still can't see clearly because my astigmatism degree has doubled or tripled over the years.

NO WONDER I HAVE SLIGHT DOUBLE VISION !

So now, if I wanna see clearly, I've to get contact lens for astigmatism. Which means, I've to order in advance and .. it's costly. Now, a pair of monthly contact lens will cost me 40 bucks. No more ordering of GEO LENS for me. I can only get those expensive ones from optical shops. FML.

I also called my mum, who's right now in Thailand, and told her everything. She started nagging about me always being in front of the laptop etc. and then she say I should go for LASIK. Unlike me, she doesn't seem to be perturbed by the word, LASIK.

I've heard so many things about LASIK and I was kinda afraid that I might go blind or something. So I went to google and it clarified a few rumors.

http://www.lasiksurgeryinsingapore.com/

I told my boyfriend that my mum wants me to go for LASIK and he was like,

" Siao ah?! "

Now, I need some feedbacks from people who actually had LASIK or maybe if they had family members/friends who has been through it.

And then, those who wear their contact lens to sleep like me, please try to stop that habit. Wearing contact lens for too long will reduce the amount of oxygen getting to your eyes. I'm not scaring you cos in a few years time, your eyes will get so dry that you can't wear contact lens anymore. So, better be safe than sorry.. especially you, Yuqing.

Spotlight

2010-04-30T20:52:00.000+08:00

Life has been pretty mundane recently.

I realized boyfriend and I hardly went out with just the both of us. Maybe just out to settle lunch, dinner etc. But not dating. Sad to say, this is what happens when honeymoon periods are over. But thank goodness, I'm not those kind of girls that want their boyfriends to stick to them for like 24/7.

I hate girls who break up with their boyfriends because the boyfriend couldn't keep her accompany all the time. Gotta grow out of your secondary school r/s patterns please. Please be understanding if your guy is out there working his ass off to make ends meet so he could feed you, bring you out and buy you things.

Unless he's ignoring you for weeks even when he's free, then that's a different case. You can dump him into pacific ocean and feed the sharks.

In my opinion, I believe everyone needs a space. No matter how loving a couple can be. As a matter of fact, I love spending time with ME. I can do more things that way. Doing things like watching sad romantic movies and cry or horror movies and frightened myself which boyfriend doesn't like doing.

Or watch my favourite tv shows like Gossip Girls, Vampire Diaries etc so that I don't have to look at the boring look on boyfriend's face. Paint my nails without anyone shouting across the living room asking me to help him take this and that with my wet nails. Reading a book in peace without someone asking me this and that.

I know spending time with your loved ones is important but then once in a while, get a breather. Spend time alone, pamper yourself and do things you never had the chance to do when you're with someone.

I don't know about others, but I certainly don't like living under someone's spotlight all the time.

Qingwei's 21st Birthday

2010-04-26T22:33:00.000+08:00

Went to drink with Qingwei on Friday, then went to his birthday party on the Saturday and then had lunch on Sunday. First time I got to see him throughout the whole weekend. Haha.

Didn't take a lot of photos but here's two. (Thanks Daphne for the photos)

After his party, boyfriend & I went over to BPCC to find Jiaxiang. Sarah brought Riordyn and Riorna down! Riorna is getting so cute.. er and fat, each day.

Then waited for Jiaxiang & co. to get ready before heading over to Illuzion to drink. Drink finish a bottle of Martell before heading over to Amoy Street to find Qingwei & friends.

When we reached there, he's puking like hell. He puked until there's blood too. So people out there, think twice before celebrating your birthday at a pub or club.

And I still don't get it why people love to make the birthday boy/girl drunk. A bit pointless don't you think? The purpose is to celebrate his/her birthday, so if he/she K.O in like ten minutes, what's the point?

Ok, I still have quite a number of photos to upload but all these are gonna wait. I'm gonna DOTA awhile before playing ...

Woohoo! HAHAHAHAHAHA!

One good thing about my tablet PC

2010-04-26T22:06:00.000+08:00

I'm always complaining about the hot air that my laptop always give out at the side. So I can't put stuff like my phone beside it for too long. I also remembered putting a bottle of pepsi beside it during project hours and it turned my pepsi warm.

Few days back, I need to paint my finger nails fast and then get changed up for Qingwei's party. I was thinking of using hairdryer to dry my nails but then I suddenly thought of my laptop! So I happily paint, and then use the laptop while putting my left hand at the side where the hot air is given out.

My Laptop

Then place my hand at side and wait for it to dry

Tadaaah~ All dry and pink!

I hate to paint my fingernails because I can't do a lot of things when the paint isn't completely dry but then .. I was pretty amazed at how fast I got it done, and I don't have to redo any fingers!

Faceshop nail polishes + hot air = DRY SUPER FAST

Girls can give it a try. Haha!

P.S - I didn't keep changing my desktop wallpaper. It changes itself, every 10 seconds. How can one not love Windows 7? (L)

With the girls ♥

2010-04-18T19:21:00.000+08:00

Went to Lot 1 to have dinner with Jasmine, Jinhui & Yuqing. Joyce came over later to meet us.

Joyce came over at around 9pm.

Enjoyed myself on that day! Jinhui forever making us laugh. Love them!

XOXO,

Amanda

The dog who is afraid of thunder

2010-04-15T18:46:00.000+08:00

The weather recently is horrible. It's so friggin warm in the morning/afternoon and then rainy in the evening/night.

Hopefully, I won't fall sick.

Anyway, here are some photos of Fila I took recently while rotting at home when it's raining cats and dogs outside.

Fila is super afraid of the thunder. So big yet no balls. Baby and Chocolate still happily napping away and Fila kept crying and whining. Hahaha!

He even jumped up onto the bed and then drool non-stop! @#%&*!

He's getting older and older each day but he's adorable. He's like a social butterfly. The only bad thing about him is that he can't stop drooling when he's excited. Haha.

Who let the dogs out

2010-04-12T19:15:00.000+08:00

Hi there! Here are the photos of my furry friends.

Will update soon.

XOXO,

Amanda

Watch out for friends who're sharpening their knives

2010-04-07T16:59:00.000+08:00

Just finished watching the episode of Gossip Girl and it kinda inspired me to blog.

Chuck sacrificing Blair for his Empire (feeling extremely sad about this break up) and Jenny is being a total bitch to her stepsister by trying to break Nate & Serena up. I'm feeling really angry about this.

Breaking a couple up and snatching somebody away from someone you're close with? You might get what you want and feel great about it because you've finally succeeded in something. But then again, for the thousandth times, Karma is still a bitch. Better prepare for the guilt trips and the chains or there he/she goes again when someone better pops out.

One last paragraph before I pen off. Getting into a relationship with someone whom you think you can change is a bad idea. It's not impossible, but higher chances is, a leopard will never change its spots.

Just my 2 cents. If you think I'm referring to you, it probably means that you're guilty.

XOXO,

Amanda

Saturday Night

2010-04-05T00:38:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was really happening.

Firstly, Bf received a call from his friend to go some place to settle something. Then he die die doesn't want to wait for me to bathe finish before going over. He keep emphasizing it was URGENT. So he left when I'm almost done bathing.

@#$%^&?! - WHERE CAN LIKE THAT?!

Then I took a bus down to that motherfucking place only to find out that it's nothing much. I swear I feel like slapping whoever that started this bullshit.

Then we went over to Hanxiang's place to watch soccer. Yes, the Man Utd Vs Chelsea game and Man Utd lost :(

" Fuming Sir Alex Ferguson blamed referee Mike Dean and his officials for defeat by Chelsea that has made Carlo Ancelotti's men title favourites.

Dean controversially allowed substitute Didier Drogba's 78th minute goal to stand even though TV replays showed the striker was clearly offside - just yards from linesman Simon Beck.

That made it 2-0. Federico Macheda pulled a goal back for Manchester United three minutes later, after appearing to handle it across the line. "

Quoted from People.co.uk (Article Link)

Offside, handball, whatsoever, it's the fucking referee who didn't blow the whistle. So it even things out a bit.

And refreshing facebook was like watching live soccer news, with lots of criticisms. I don't know about your own facebook walls but mine was filled with " Useless/loser = Man Utd " , "Eat that Man Utd" , "Man Utd sucks" etc etc. But I just don't understand why some people hated Man Utd so much? Has any of their players fuck your mum or something to bring about so much hatred? LOL.

At least I know I don't hate other teams to the bone.

Enough with the soccer talk.

Went to BPCC with boyfriend and Hanxiang before going back home to change up and meet Jiaxiang. Went over to Powerhouse to find Ah Long, Andrew and Wilson but then the queue was so fucking long! Halfway into queuing, we decided to go to Illuzion to drink instead.

So we wasted $14 just to go there and queue for nothing.

Opened a bottle of Martell and Ah Long & Co. came over from Powerhouse to join us.

Opened the 2nd bottle of Martell and drank about half of it before Illuzion close. After that, all of us went over to Powerhouse again. Jiaxiang had some problem getting into the club because he lost his 11B and the bouncers won't accept his goddamn Camp card that has his IC and photo.

So he asked us to go in first and went to Cantonment Police Headquarter to file a loss report and then come back again. All that just to get into the club. LOL.

Headed to the dancefloor which wasn't as packed as the previous times I went on ladies night. Yes, dance dance dance until lights on, then went over to 163 to eat.

Saw an actor from Mediacorp but I don't know his name! I can't even remember the name of his roles in the channel 8 drama shows.

Headed home and slept all the way to 5.30pm. I was kinda shocked that I slept till so late! If I go to sleep now, I've only stayed up for like 7 hours? I feel like I wasted lots of time.

Watched David Blaine on Channel 5 and he was fucking amazing! Too bad he couldn't break his previous record of holding his breath in water for more than 8 mins after staying submerged in the water for 1 whole week in a sphere. But still, he's still a fucking amazing magician.

Alright, that's all folks.

XOXO,

Amanda

Good Friday isn't so good afterall

2010-04-03T14:54:00.000+08:00

P visited me yesterday. Had cramps the whole day. Another attempt to watch a movie has failed. Went drinking, AGAIN.

Went to Cine yesterday afternoon with boyfriend, Ah Long, Andrew, Hanxiang and Wilson to buy tickets for Ju-On : The White and Black Ghost. BUT IT WAS SOLD OUT! :'(

We didn't buy the later time slot because they still wanna go back to Bukit Panjang to bball. So we went to The Cathay to eat sushi at Nihon Mura. After eating, we went back home to change and then head over to Blk 621 basketball court.

Waiting for boyfriend in his car while he go up and change to bball attire

Waiting..

Still waiting..

I don't know how people always take photos of themselves in the car. While trying to take photos of myself, I've to look right, look left to make sure nobody is looking before I quickly snap a photo. Haha!

My phone died the moment I took the 3rd photo and just nice, my boyfriend came down. So lucky he didn't catch me snapping photos of myself in his car. He sure say I got nothing better to do. :P Anyway, he brought my phone cable down so I could charge my phone in his car. Hehe.

We went to pick Wilson up before going to Blk 621. Andrew and I sat outside the court, watching them play bball. Then we heard the ice-cream van! So Andrew and I went over to get some ice-cream.

Andrew saw a big big cone and immediately asked the uncle for it.

It costs $2 and it's really big

Andrew with half of the ice-cream cone left.

After the lights went out, we went back home to change and went to Illuzion. Ah Long, Ah Zhi, Andrew, Hanxiang, Boyfriend and I only drank a bottle of Martell. Actually, only me, boyfriend, Hx and Ah Zhi are the ones drinking. Ah Long suddenly become "clean" , only drink Green Tea and Coke.

Played dice and Big 2 with boyfriend. Drank quite a number of cups. Then played card games with Ah Long, and ate a few cubes of ice. Damn funny lah! My whole mouth feels so numb but I made Ah Long ate 3 ice cubes in a row.

Bf and I

Ah Long and the tigger he caught!

Andrew wanted to snatch the tigger but end up being bullied.

After that, all of us went back home.

I'm getting kinda sick of going to pubs or clubs. My night programs always involve drinking. I rather get owned in DOTA.

But then we don't really have many choices. Singapore nightlife so limited. :(

Right now, boyfriend is chatting with me on MSN while having lesson. He's complaining that there's less than 10 ppl in class and he's extremely bored. Haha.

Alright, gotta make something to eat for myself.

And, please dark clouds, go away! :( :( :(

XOXO,

Amanda

Dead beat

2010-04-01T23:55:00.000+08:00

Went to Bugis yesterday with Eddie and Zhi Cheng. They were supposed to go for a job interview but then cancelled it because Kim Guan overslept. So 3 of us went to Bugis with the intention of catching a movie while waiting for my customer to reach Bugis at 6.30pm.

I wanna watch When In Rome but they find it boring. How can Kristen Bell be boring to them..

When she looks like this!

Those two seriously don't know what they're missing.

Alright, so we dropped the idea of catching a movie and went to the arcade at Illuma. Watched Zhicheng play King Of Fighter while listening to the coins/medals dropping like nobody business! I tell you, those people playing whatever game that is (the machine with lotsa coins inside) , were there with buckets of coins. Not kidding.

After a few hours of walking around and what not, we decided to eat Yoshinoya. That's when Zhicheng got a really deep cut somewhere above his heel. He got cut by the edges of the bench. Tissue was soaked with blood. I was kind enough to go into Cold Storage to get some plaster for him. I bought the box with 40 strips.

I only brought a wristlet along with me and I don't wanna be carrying a box of plasters on my hands, I decided to throw the box and stash everything into my wristlet.

I realized I always put lots of stuff inside. My keys, cards, money, plasters and even a thumbdrive?

No wonder my wristlet is getting so out of shape. Cos I'll sometimes stuff my phone in with a box of ciggs and a lighter together with my keys, cards, notes ,coins etc.

Hmm.. Need to get my Kate Spade replace soon and Coach wristlet looks really pretty.

See? Another item to add on to the never ending list of wanted stuff. But I don't buy stuff just because I want them. I buy them when I need them. I know many girls have like hundreds pair of shoes and thousands of bags.

I only have like 6 pairs of heels , a slipper & a sandal. Ok , fine! A pair of basketball shoes. The number of bags is even more pathetic. Porter international , Crumpler & a U.R.S inc handbag .. Wait, is wristlet considered a bag? Whatever it is, the numbers won't hit 2 digits. That's so effin' sad.

Can I say I'm a low maintainence girl? But how come my boyfriend keep telling me I'm making him broke? :(

Anyway, had a short bitching session with Jinhui, You Se and Yu Qing at BPCC just now. Jinhui is really damn funny. She should join Mediacorp. And thanks Jinhui for the melted Nougats she got from Australia :)

Right now, I don't know if my boyfriend still got any programs on tonight but I'm really exhausted.

I know I'm having holidays and I get to sleep in but I've been sleeping late and waking up early for the past few days. I swear I could be the first Panda in Singapore Zoological Garden if they want a skinny one that could talk and doesn't like to eat plants.

I was woken up at 8am by my brother this morning because he wanted me to accompany him to see the Sinseh at Blk 214. So I've to make arrangements for him and a trip to and fro from 213 to 201 to 214 to 201 to 213. Mad tiring.

So now, I have eye bags and look like a zombie. Okay, a zombie with a left red eye. :(

Okay, that's all for tonight. Gotta take my contact lens off now and rest.

Goodnight!

XOXO,

Amanda

Generation Z's Ah Lian

2010-03-31T12:32:00.000+08:00

BOO ! i've been neglecting my blOg by didn't update :x
haas ~ nt my fault leiis :x my internet cOnnectiOn causes it :x
well :x
dunnO hOw tO start :x
cus too long din't blog liaos .
dunno start frOm where :x ~
well , this deariie of mine .
rahh ~ wanna make me tie to him =x
so he do something ~
and what dat .
wanna make me pregnant by shooting it in .
aww !! idoitic riite :x well .
fullstop .

Seriously LMAO. Got this from a blog that bf googled after reading a post on STOMP about this girl. Click here for STOMP's link.

I had the hardest time trying to read her blog because of the way she type.

And then again, I hate it when those girls who just merely started a relationship, keep saying she will last forever with her current boyfriend, get married etc etc. and then they change boyfriend and start saying the same thing all over again. Damn annoying.

P.S - Not gonna post that blog URL here.

Don't wanna love another

2010-03-30T16:13:00.000+08:00

Got tired of googling for an assignment. Decided to upload my photos from my phone and then testing out Picasa.

Photos of this lil rascal. She's growing up so fast (FAT!) and I feel so guilty every time I go back home to see her. She could be running about more frequently if someone was home but I'm always not home, so she's caged up pretty often until someone comes home in the evening.

She was mad happy to see boyfriend and me last Sunday. She jumps non stop whenever she sees boyfriend ONLY. She won't get THAT excited when her own family members reach home. My mummy said boyfriend 跟狗有缘 . I guess he's good with dogs.

I love dogs , so it's a must to get a boyfriend who loves dogs too. Haha.

Oh well, I'm cooped up at home with nothing to do except to blog. It's raining so heavily and the thunder going off like nobody business. Seems like Zeus is really making full use of his lightning bolt. Poor Fila, jumping up at every thunder clap.

One last thing before I end the post,

I read from Cindy's twitter that Kaykay was at Illuzion last night! I told boyfriend and he was like " WHY WE NOT THERE?! " Haha.

Alright, that's all for now.

XOXO,

Amanda

Last night was happening..

2010-03-28T15:45:00.003+08:00

Sat Ah long's car.. and he started chasing after 2 fucking cowards who started the whole shit from PIE to BKE to Bukit Panjang. Their balls need to use microscope to see. Really. Fucking come and find trouble with us then when we ask them to stop at road shoulder, they run until like dogs with their tails in between their legs.

All started because Ah Long cornered and the rider got frightened by the screeching tyres. HAHA!

Delusional

2010-03-27T14:34:00.001+08:00

I'm pretty sure many has read abt the psycho bitch, @alyfei, that Xiaxue has blogged about. A typical two-headed snake who acted all nice in front of you and then say another thing behind your back.

It remind me about someone I know. In my opinion, she's even more psychotic than that XX's psycho bitch. Cos you have no clue what she's thinking and what's her motive. You have no idea whether she's speaking the truth or if it's just another fabricated lie.

Wait, she's psychotic and delusional with amazing stories twisting skills.

A friend's impression of her was "evil looking".

That friend of mine was damn accurate.

Typical Singaporeans

2010-03-26T15:14:00.004+08:00

I was telling boyfriend that I'll go nuts if I sit public transport too often.

Cos there're so many inconsiderate commuters around! I'll get super pissed off and then it will ruin my goddamn mood.

Yesterday, there's this primary school girl from ZHPS. She was happily swinging her umbrella while waiting for the bus at the bus stop. Everybody was annoyed with her and she could just stare at you and continue swinging. Totally brainless.

Today, I was on the way back from Jurong East. I took the MRT. People start rushing into the train and snatch the seats like they're snatching freebies. You've to be really really fast to get a seat lor! I started waiting before the train arrive. When the train arrived, I stepped in and all seats were taken in less than 5 seconds. You tell me fast or not?

Then an elderly board the train and none gave up their seats. Either act like they didn't see or they're sleeping ; play with phone or psp etc.

No wonder Stomp has this section for ugly commuters.

http://singaporeseen.stomp.com.sg/stomp/sgseen/ugly_commuters/

In My Head

2010-03-25T12:12:00.005+08:00

Yesterday was a busy day. Went to Woodlands to meet a buyer then took MRT down to Batok to meet bf and other buyers. A total of 20 mobile boosters sold yesterday. Had dinner at Westmall and then went to smoke. Saw this group of guys smoking at there too. Bf & I went home and waited for Ah Long to pick me, bf, jasmine and nor up. I never give him wait long long downstair.

We thought that there won't be much ppl at pubs since its ladies night but woahh, illuzion was so crowded! And the group of guys at westmall was also there! Small small world.

There was a birthday celebration going on and I think it was Loh Yee's sister's bf. Even saw bf's campmates, Yao seah and Yao fu. Fucking funny pair of bros.

Anyway, the damages of the day, 1 Martell and a tower. 5 ppl drink.

Play cards, drink until want explode lor!

Photos! Photos!

The two of them always pulling each other ears and hair, whacking heads.

Like to catfight.

Played the UFO catcher and Bf caught 3, Nor caught 2.

The winnie the pooh that bf caught for long long was given to a waitress.

After drinking, bf and ah long fighting over who should drive. Ah long looks kinda seh already and all of us was afraid of his driving. So we voted for bf to drive. But long die die want drive his own car. HAHAHA. In the end still kena pull out from the driver seat.

We went to Kim San Leng and makan then long send us home.

I stole his panda soft toy from his car and bring it back home. He didn't realize until I MMS him a photo of his panda. He called and screamed over the phone for his panda. HAHA! Damn funny!

I even let the Panda have Baby's bed.

Anyway, I slept at 5am and woke up at 10am. 5 hrs of sleep! I think I'll end up taking a nap.

A few more photos that I took this morning.

Panda , White Tiger , Baby

Endangered species!

Baby was kinda moody but I insisted he stay and take photos.

Imba on top of Baby!

"I don't want take photos :( "

"Please or else.. I ignore you! "

And he really ignored me.

Alright. Lunch time.

XOXO,

Amanda

Baby

2010-03-24T13:57:00.004+08:00

Lomo-fied the photos with PhotoFilters app! Mad love the effect!

Yesterday, I bathed Baby and even sprayed cologne for him! He still smells so good right now! Fila, as usual, will keep whining and crying because he wanna take a bath too! If only.. Baby enjoys bathing as much as Fila do. Fila ended up emo-ing.

I duno why, but I can't help but laugh when Alvin asked Nor to play with Fila since he's so bored. And it's been awhile since Baby went swimming! I wanna bring him to go swimming with Socks. Both of them need to burn some fats. Socks is getting so huge lor! She's almost reaching Baby's size and she's less than a year old! I wonder if other male dogs will see her as what? Fat pooch? LOL.

Can you imagine if your dog look like that?

P.S - Baby's so cute. He was napping and he suddenly woke up and look at me when Justin Bieber's Baby reaches the chorus part. He thought someone was calling him! Hahaha! So cute!

Baby baby baby ooh .. Baby baby baby noo.

Reminiscing

2010-03-22T21:00:00.005+08:00

Just had durian after my dinner. I'm super full right now and since I've nothing better to do, I shall update this little space of mine.

One fine day, I had the sudden random thought of going to Friendster, only to realize that it's so empty. No old photos that I could look at and reminisce.. Obviously not those photos with my ex-boyfriends or whatsoever. I'm talking about photos with the girlfriends, team mates and classmates I had in secondary school.

I deleted my old Friendster account, created a new one and then abandoned it fully for Facebook. Reason why I deleted my Friendster account at the first place was all the random friend requests I used to accept. And stupid lazy me, forgot to save all photos that I've uploaded, and POOF! I deleted everything.

All thanks to my laziness! I could just manually delete all those strangers one by one rather than taking the easy way out and delete everything. So right now, I'm left with almost close to none old photos I've took in my Secondary school days and my freshman year in NP.

A good thing tho' cos I think I look like a friggin' tomboy with short hair & super super dark complexion when I was 14 to 15 years old. I still remember Peiwen who told me that her first impression of me was an ah lian that just got out of Girls Home cos I've short hair and every sentence that comes out of my mouth ends with fuck or cheebye.

Anyway, here are some photos that I've found in some of my friends' friendster profile.

Haha. I think I've better haircuts now. Past haircuts CMI. Either I look too kuku or the hairdresser cut my hair until it looks fucking thin. I remember there was once, I looked like a tweetybird. Haha!

I'm hoping Belle still has the photos we took in Year 1 and if she ever finds the time to come online, please let me be online.

I think that's all for today. My neck and shoulders are aching like hell and I'm gonna lie on bed and play Bejeweled Blitz.

With love,

Amanda

Undisclosed desires

2010-03-21T15:41:00.003+08:00

Results were out on Friday morning. Woke up to check my phone for SMS and I'm so glad I didn't get an F. So many friends are graduating and I'm still stuck with another semester. Haha.

Then there are people who came and asked hows my results and then complain to me that their GPA very little and what not. Laoniang's cumulative GPA 1.9359, lousier than so many of you. Happy? I know asking me will make you feel better. But quit whining!

Friday night, we went to Golden Mile Thai Disco with Hx, Ah Long, Ben & his gf. Listening to those singers singing some songs that you always listen on the radio but you still can't seem to understand. Sometimes, I wonder if they really know what they're actually singing. The only entertaining part was that crazy guy who dresses up like Sun Wu Kong, do break dance and what not. He's fucking funny.

And he smiled at boyfriend when we walked pass him. I think my boyfriend always give off gay vibes. He also have this ... I seriously don't know if it's a he/she, add him on facebook and PM him to be friends. Boyfriend accepted the request tho because he complained that he has no more friends to assign as Zookeepers in Zoo World.

So Sharva, Isaac & who so ever. If he added you, don't be too happy. He's just adding you people so he can make you guys his zookeepers. HAHAHAHA!

Last night, went to Illuzion to drink. Went back home rather early and I slept all the way till 2pm! SO SHIOK LA! And now the weather is even more shiok to go to sleep!

I love staying in during such weather. Surf the web, browse through forums, look for new desktop wallpapers and blog about random stuff etc.

I also realized I've never really introduced my new mouse.

My white/orange Pleomax Samsung mouse!

Dad gave it to me after my Philips mouse die on me. Mad love it.

I've Eneloop mousepad, pocket calendar, big calendar, paper bag, shopping bag, lanyard and like 1,2,3,4,5,6 of its polo-tees.

I'm a Eneloopy fan.. \m/

My younger sister turned 16 yesterday. Time flies. I'm turning 20 soon. Hitting the Big 2.

Soon, I'm gonna be having long hair again too.

Think long hair... will be better for me.

Short hair kinda troublesome cos I've to blow dry my hair or else it will curl here and there.

That's why I can't be bothered with make ups as well.

One word : LAZY

And I'm so motherfucking pissed with those pea-brained people. Spoil market only. @#$%^&*!~

The Best Things In Life

2010-03-18T12:07:00.001+08:00

Accidentally overhearing someone say something nice about you.
Waking up and realizing you still have a few hours left to sleep.
First kisses.
Making new friends and spending time with the old ones.
Singing in the bathroom.
Sweet dreams.
Hot chocolate.
Making brownies and cookies.
Holding hands with someone you care about.
Watching a sunset.
Sleeping in.
Taking long, hot showers.
Starbucks.
Knowing that somebody misses you.

Real talk

2010-03-18T02:25:00.001+08:00

As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let us down, probably will. You'll have your heart broken and you'll break others' hearts. You'll fight with your best friend or maybe even fall in love with them, and you'll cry because time is flying by. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, forgive freely, and love like you've never been hurt. Life comes with no guarantees, no time outs, no second chances. you just have to live life to the fullest, tell someone what they mean to you and tell someone off, speak out, dance in the pouring rain, hold someone's hand, comfort a friend, fall asleep watching the sun come up, stay up late, be a flirt, and smile until your face hurts. Don't be afraid to take chances or fall in love and most of all, live in the moment because every second you spend angry or upset is a second of happiness you can never get back.

UPRISING

2010-03-15T13:40:00.003+08:00

Friday

Went to Thai Disco w boyfriend, hx and hx's friends. Sit sit, look look, drink drink. The performance there damn funny. I wonder if those Thai girls understand what they're singing or not.

Saturday

Went to illuzion with boyfriend, hx, andrew, zc, ole & boon kiat. After illuzion close, went over to Sabai. Couldn't enter because Ah Zhi too young, not even 18 yet -.-'' so we decided to go back to 163 and eat noodles.

Sit there and chit chat till like 6am in the morning? Talk about so many stuff. Funny things that happened in the past and what not. Haha. And I fell down before I took a cab home -.-''

Sunday

Went to the last day of IT show with boyfriend, weiqiang & his friend. Weiqiang bought a 40" Samsung Series 6 LCD TV for $1099. I also want a big TV in my room! :(

After payment, went to Rivervalley 's SPIZE to eat.

They're like the high class version of Al-azhar. Food not bad :)

Some overdue photos. Taken on 6th March.

At Andrew's place, helping Eddie & Tenson with their iPhones.

At the wedding dinner.

Awaiting the 19th March for my goddamn exam results. Seriously hope I'll pass my SE. Is Gossip Girl out yet? Wait until damn sian! :(

Zoo

2010-03-10T11:26:00.002+08:00

I kinda got boyfriend hooked to Zoo World in Facebook. That siao eh almost going to same level as me & he only started only 2 to 3 days ago whereas I only started for like a week -.-''

Power ttm.

Birthday celebration @ REBEL

2010-03-08T10:45:00.009+08:00

Went to REBEL on Saturday to celebrate GC's birthday and V's belated birthday! Finally got to party with the girls! (L)

Fucking funny!

Cindy.

Joyce

Jasmine

Vanessa

Jinhui

Fucking disgusting Barcardi.

Wilson

Andrew

My BF looking really zombified.

Joan

THE GOOD OLD DAYS.

What Laogong Laopo. I can't even rmb if im the big or the small one.

Yup, realized that I took photos with everyone except for GC lah! WTF?!

Nevermind, this one will do.

HAHAHAHA! Er, like 5 years ago?

Look at my fucking fat face? All because I kept eating while working.

I've so many things to rant about. GODDDDDDDDDAMNIT!!

Ladies Night @ PH

2010-03-05T12:35:00.002+08:00

Argh! Love the music at Powerhouse b-b-but it's super squeezy! The crowd is Oh-Em-Gee. Anyway, we went there because it's ah long's last ladies night before he go in to SOL.

Super sad face.

♥

Will be celebrating GC's birthday and Vanessa's belated bday on the 6th @ Rebel, which is tomorrow! Can't wait to meet the girls! And it's also my first time going to Rebel. Last time I wanted to go Rebel with Andy & Yong Feng but ended up at Lunar cos Bf don't want me go clubbing w them and Lunar was so chinese.

Wedding dinner before clubbing! Ha, don't know what to wear lor!

Imma be, Imma be...

2010-03-01T15:30:00.004+08:00

Photos taken during Sarah's birthday celebration at Jab1.

Went to Illuzion with Ah long & co.

After drinking, went to eat Swee Choon Dim Sum.

Everybody ate until damn full and total bill is $88!

Each person pay $11 only. Cheap and good!

and I found a super useful application for iPhone users on HWZ.

It acts like a storage for you to transfer your files from one computer to another, or from your computer to your phone. Now I don't have to go into my mailbox to open up attachments such as powerpoint slides, words or excel.

Free 2gb for signing up. Every referral, addition 250mb for yourself and the person you invite. Highest you can get is 5.25gb!

So help me out, and get 2.25gb by clicking this link. https://www.dropbox.com/referrals/NTUwMjk1ODE5

For iPhone users, you need to download the App on your phone so you can retrieve the files that you've upload into your dropbox from the computer! :D

Call me when you're sober.

2010-02-28T14:58:00.002+08:00

Went to JAB 1 @ Boat Quay to celebrate Sarah's birthday.

Slept at 5plus and woke up at 11plus to a phone call.

Have been awake ever since and I don't know what I'm doing.

I'm not drunk. But I just can't think properly.

And the Martell @ Jab 1 super weird. Make my stomach damn uncomfortable.

Not a good day to do assignment.

Upload photos some other day.

Ben's birthday @ Dbl O on 19th/20th Feb

2010-02-25T16:11:00.002+08:00

Lion dancing on the dancefloor. ROFL.

Jas, me, Xi Wen, Mei Xi & Vivien

Mr Goh and Ms Goh.

Birthday boy

Trying to hold in his vomit.

The most classic part. He became a merlion & his vomit kena quite a no. of ppl.

Especially Andrew who was sitting directly in front of him.

The mess

Pity the workers there. After they cleaned up his vomit and stuff, Hanxiang went over and vomit beside the sofa. Then they've to come & clean again. LOL.

Told myself I won't torture myself by celebrating my birthday at a club/pub.

Even if I want to, I'm not allowed to get wasted. Boyfriend don't like!

Off to take a short nap. Super sleepy!

Photos credit to Xiwen!

Rock That Body

2010-02-25T11:34:00.003+08:00

Left my blog rotting for almost 2 weeks. Busy with my new online business and exams. Finally, my exams are over. Hopefully I can clear both modules.

Way overdue photos! Lemme see what I can recall.

CNY

before leaving my house to visit relatives.

Chocolate came over to stay during CNY too.

Super emo dog. Hiding one corner. He's homesick.

Went to Illuzion after visiting Hanxiang's place.

Drink till 2 - 3pm, then head over to Whiskey @ Boat Quay.

Wan Ling, Si Lin, Li Lin

Haha. All the zeros.

Halfway gone.

Got more photos of Ah long being wasted but .. I'm not gonna upload them.

Had a hard time sending Ah long back. He's fucking heavy. Boyfriend couldn't take it.

Went to Dbl O on Friday night to celebrate Ben's birthday.

Met Vivien, Xi Wen & Mei Xi there.

Photos still with Xi Wen.

That's pretty much the highlights of CNY.

Gambling almost everyday. Lose almost $50! *sobs*

and boyfriend got a new baby.

His Bold II baby.

Kinda tempted to get a Blackberry (kinda miss pressing buttons) but I'm still sticking to my iPhone even though iPhone is getting overrated. I need fun games like Dinerdash, Bejeweled to keep me entertained. Maybe in the future. Selling my 3G 8gb to Eddie and I'm using bf's 16gb. Gotta bring them down to Singtel's comcentre before warranty is over.

Will be updating more often this time round. Hol-hol-holidays!!!!!!!!